Living Through Hatred

[Christina]

It seems unnecessary from in here.  Sometimes, I feel physically mutated with the excess of shock, and it might not retake its former state, at least not quickly settle.   I don't see everyone else having this problem.  Something's not right.  I hope I do get away from this if I get accepted to my original college next semester.  Orlando is so annoying often.

I'm trying to get in shape.  My dad said I have to take psychotic pills living with him, which make me sluggish.